-CONFUSION-

i've been dreaming a lot recently

for i was sleeping much 

and in the time i was awake

my thoughts more were like pictures in clouds

than clear words and sentences

i've seen myself in different appearances

in one scene of a dream of mine

my hair was pink again, my skin was pale

the white dress i wore made that shiny person complete

i looked like some unreal, mysterious creature

and what i said sounded like a melody, like a lullaby,

shimmering, glittery

nobody would have woundered if i flew away

carried by sparkling wings made of fairy dust

when i am dreaming, i mostly see myself in all the lovely ways

when i am daydreaming, i see myself in dark, destructive words

In my sleep, i see what i wish to be

and even if surreal and sometimes cruel things happen there,

i love this weirdness and wish it to be true once i wake up

realizing it was a dream